tisdag, februari 27, 2007

As there are turns of feature between an aquiline nose and a flat one

Jag får brev från den unge Werther varje dag. Nu har Albert kommit och Werther är olycklig för han börjar inse att han aldrig kan få Charlotte, som han älskar – men han vänder mina egna ord emot mig i sitt brev idag! Är jag inte själv lika ovillig att ge upp hoppet om min käre Zlatan, flyr jag inte på samma sätt ödet och det oundvikliga ställningstagandet, ovillig att acceptera Sverige utan honom, en kropp utan en arm.

AUGUST 8.

Believe me, dear Malena, I did not allude to you when I spoke so severely of those who advise resignation to inevitable fate. I did not think it possible for you to indulge such a sentiment. But in fact you are right. I only suggest one objection. In this world one is seldom reduced to make a selection between two alternatives. There are as many varieties of conduct and opinion as there are turns of feature between an aquiline nose and a flat one.

You will, therefore, permit me to concede your entire argument, and yet contrive means to escape your dilemma.

Your position is this, I hear you say: ”Either you have hopes of obtaining Charlotte, or you have none. Well, in the first case, pursue your course, and press on to the fulfilment of your wishes. In the second, be a man, and shake off a miserable passion, which will enervate and destroy you.” My dear friend, this is well and easily said.

But would you require a wretched being, whose life is slowly wasting under a lingering disease, to despatch himself at once by the stroke of a dagger? Does not the very disorder which consumes his strength deprive him of the courage to effect his deliverance?

You may answer me, if you please, with a similar analogy, ”Who would not prefer the amputation of an arm to the periling of life by doubt and procrastination!” But I know not if I am right, and let us leave these comparisons. Enough! There are moments, Malena, when I could rise up and shake it all off, and when, if I only knew where to go, I could fly from this place.

THE SAME EVENING.

My diary, which I have for some time neglected, came before me today; and I am amazed to see how deliberately I have entangled myself step by step. To have seen my position so clearly, and yet to have acted so like a child! Even still I behold the result plainly, and yet have no thought of acting with greater prudence.

2 kommentarer:

Jesper sa...

Har Werther börjat skriva på engelska? Världen förändrar sig verkligen!

Malena sa...

Ja, språket är ett av mysterierna med att Werther skriver brev till mig.

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